I decided to start this over, completely fresh. I went through all my old entries and read them as I deleted them. Just to recap:
- I had written about Alecia being pregnant. Her daughter, Amelia, turned 5 this past November.
- I was an angry teenager. Now I think I'm just sad rather than angry.
- My mom was sick then, and is even sicker now.
- I have grown up.
But, most importantly, I noticed this:
-The only thing in my life that is the same now as it was then, is Danni. She's still my other half, she's still my best friend. Only real friends would stick around for this long and all this bullshit.
Anyways. I started college a couple weeks ago. I'm drowning in homework, but I actually really enjoy going to class. I love meeting all the new people that I get to interact with, and it honestly takes my mind off a lot of things in my life.
I've made a promise to myself to update this every day, or at least almost every day. I enjoy it, and I truly do miss it. But, now I have to do homework!